Wednesday, March 31, 2010Y
online shop for handicrafts
finally set up an online shop in etsy. then realised i don't have anything to sell. :D
did more teaching than crafting....
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Tuesday, March 30, 2010Y
i got lost in the most familiar of places today
the estate opposite the church. how can i get lost there?!!
go there to eat after service practically every weekend. still...walked around the shops to find birthday cards and couldn't find my way back to the church. *sigh*
took me about about 5 mins to get my bearings right before i found the way out. arrgghhhh...
but i discovered interesting shops :D :D :D
gonna explore again sometime.
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Friday, March 19, 2010Y
a wonderful journey
i want to walk this journey forever...and ever...and ever.
SOT has been nothing but fun and exhilarating. look forward to it every morning, don't want it to end in the afternoon and cannot sleep at night. the mind just keeps working.
visions, encounters, revelations...
going to get our books ... that means hard work soon!!
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Saturday, March 13, 2010Y
Monday - 15 March 2010
in anticipation of Monday...things are going to be different. starting on 2 of my "wants"...
1. SOT - School of Theology ... taking that step to grow my spiritual self
2. doing my portfolio - getting myself signed up with a casting agency
i think there are about 6 or 7 sectors to the whole being...i'm only on my number 2. there will be lots more to learn. however, i'm just gonna let things be and follow the lead and enjoy the journey.
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Friday, March 05, 2010Y
my journey to cell group meeting
it's a nice relaxed day today. makes all the difference to stay connected with the universe at the start of the day. my bus journey from ubi to pasir panjang, though long was easy going. not that traffice was good, it was the usual heavy traffic but somehow everyone seems to be in a more relaxed mood. maybe because it's friday. :)
in the morning, saw the security uncle doing orientation for someone new. they were on their bicycles, slowly cycling and talking. can see the pride on his face. he is proud of his job. something seldom seen nowadays.
just like i was enjoying my journey and looking forward to cell group meeting, many were making their way home or to meet up with friends. most were relaxed and happy.
passed geylang and there were lots of food outlets. same at bugis. looks like food is everywhere in singapore. different crowd in bugis though. they were more dressed up. the crowd in geylang were more casually dressed.
watching all these, i started thinking about some non-related stuff like have we outgrown our house?
what do i want in my house/home? the answers were very standard.
what i want my house/home to do for me? now the mind works differently...now it's doing some serious thinking.
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Tuesday, March 02, 2010Y
whoa whoa whoa
why am i feeling restless? like there is so much i have to do but don't know what to do...
i'm stepping into the unknown. don't know what's going to happen...don't know what to expect...don't know how i'm going to manage...don't know how to clear the house...don't know if i should sell the house...don't know if my kids will be ok...don't know if they are going astray...don't know where i'm going...don't know what else. there seems to be so many many many many things but ... i'm in anticipation...frozen in space and time. am i getting too comfortable? is that what having a job does to someone?
i want to put everything in place before i become unemployed again next month. it's like all time was spent at the job and many things are left undone. now don't know how to start again. *sigh*
i'm glad, however, that the craft projects are starting to come. in the last week got an order for a knitted sweater and a crochet blouse, request for patterns for beaded necklace and neck wire, want to think of ideas for handmade/self designed stuff to sell, work out quotes for craft classes and another request to learn a necklace i designed and proposal for easter gifts. hmm...time to organise all my yarn and jewelry and craft stuff. i need to pack them. they're all over the place!!!!!
actually looking forward to taking a break from work and spending more time with crafts again. the 6 month break will be an amazing time though i may not be able to spend much time on my crafts because there will be lots to study. i will miss the office but i will be learning a lot and achieving much. it will be a milestone for me. another goal achieved. learning sign language was also another major milestone for me. 2010 will be an awesome year. it's only the beginning and i'm moving forward.
i've done what i want to do for personal growth and i'm doing what i want to do for spiritual growth. it's been an amazing journey so far. there is one other area i've always wanted to be better at and that is in the home front. i wish i can be more domesticated. haha....be good with the home. it really takes a lot to be a good homemaker. i'm not ready for that yet. been working on it but not very successful.
i will reach there...one day...one step at a time. i will.
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