Tuesday, October 27, 2009Y
blur wendy today
blur blur blur...
left office little earlier because got sign language exam today.
went to bus stop and realised left phone in office - went back to take.
came back down - bus left already.
decided to take the next bus to aljunied mrt station - faster journey
top up card, went into station, got on the train, sat down, took out my book to read, then i heard.....TANAH MERAH !!!!
what happened? wrong direction ....how? i'm gonna be late.
reached riverwalk at 8pm instead of 7.30pm. *sigh*
teacher Wee Wee was so nice to repeat the questions for me ... :)
I HAVE COMPLETED THE BASIC SIGN LANGUAGE COURSE.. YEAH YEAH YEAH!!!!!!!!!did not forget updates on my esplanade walk. need to look for some pics first. will search tomorrow. i'll be back....
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Sunday, October 25, 2009Y
continuing from where i left off
started my dance classes again after a long long break. feels good to be moving this old body again.
have got craft classes to organise .... need to get those brain juices working as well.
decided to visit the esplanade last sunday. it was a really nice relaxing time...i love that place. will elaborate more in my next entry. have to sleep now. ZZZzzzzzzz................
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Saturday, October 24, 2009Y
what i've been up to
not much actually. dad's went into hospital for emergency op because of a ruptured esophagus. it was a shocking experience, a journey of faith and learning to trust in the Lord for all things. He has been faithful throughout my dad's stay in the hospital, keeping the infections contained in the lung area. it is amazing that he's out of the icu in 3 weeks and out of the high dependency ward in 1 week and now recovering in the normal ward. at his age of 73, he is recovering tremendously well. the Lord has brought us through till now, He will bring us through to the end when my dad has to go for the final surgery to connect everything back. in no time, he will be as chatty as he was before. we all know...for the Lord can do all things and He cares.
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Thursday, October 08, 2009Y
my thoughts
i'm still in limbo with updating my blog...so much to share but everytime i log on to blogger .................................................................................................................................... stoned!
writer's block? no words to pen. *sigh*
had this idea to start again by writing as and when throughout the day and copying over when i can get hold of the computer. so here goes....this is for last night.
went to the 24-hour coffee shop at the other end of the road to get dinner. realised i've not sat there to eat and do my stuff for a long long time. decided to get my plate of mee goreng and cup of tea. after that took out my small diary and started updating my appointments and classes and to-do-list. sipped my tea, think some thoughts, write in book, sipped my tea, think some thoughts, write in book....and it goes on. feels good. i miss my 2-hour breakfast time when i was not working. :)
last night......started walking back after getting dinner for the kids. somehow the walk seems really long. feels like i will never reach home. feels like i'm walking on the spot and the world is just passing by me. then i felt this desperation of knowing my destination but WHY am i not getting there? it's a familiar route, my feet are moving. i can't be lost but WHY am i not getting there? it's such a long way home. i need to get the packets of dinner home for my kids. i need to get home quick. it's taking too long to reach home. every step i take feels like it's sliding back to original position. what if i keep walking and can't reach home? what if i have to keep walking and walking and walking forever? will i tire out? i don't know. will i give up? no i won't because i have to get dinner home for the kids. i will probably just keep walking for as long as it takes to reach home. then it dawned on me that's how the grandmother with dementia felt when she went out to get lunch for her grand-daughter and could not find her way home after that. when they found her in the streets, she could not recognise her son and daughter-in-law but she recognised her grand-daughter. the joy of finally being able to give her grand-daughter the packet of lunch showed on her face.
what if i have to walk forever....
I WILL ...because i have a destination and a purpose.
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